aku yg kebosanan...

dear mint,

aku kebosanan..
tgk org lain main blog..
aku pun mem-blog sama..
walhal aku ada banyak kerjaya yg kena disettle kan..
dah lah kelas kul 12pm-2pm..
mata aku dah tak nampak mcm nak buka nie..
hahaha.. lantak la. nnt bapak tiri aku jegil mata kat aku, tahu la aku terjaga dgn malu nye~
wakaka!

ALHAMDULILLAH... semua masalah yg dtg telah dapat ku selesaikan. ALLAH itu MAHA PENYAYANG.
aku hambaNYA yang paling hina dina nie tp rahmatNYA yg aku kecapi seluas langit alam semesta. aku malu... malu yg amat sgt...
sepatutnya aku menjadi muslimah yg lebih solehah. nie tidak... hantu pun kalah kalau dgn aku.
aku berdoa agar ALLAH ampun kan semua dosa-dosa ku.

tp thesis aku tak settle lagi..
kalu aku tulih kat blog nie, sure aku boring nak baca.. wakaka!
tawakal je lah..

nie ada beberpa perkara yg aku tgh pk:

1. aku blurr, tak tahu kenapa...
2. kak aishah present LI esok, aku? dua minggu lagi..
3. mesya lah penyebab aku tulis blog nie hari nie.
4. harap dr sahila ada lah tajuk n sudi jadi supervisor thessis aku.
5. harap aku ada peluang utk bekerja dgn prof salam lagi di satu masa kelak.
6. bilik aku kat burhan tak de penyapu.
7. aku bnyk keja dgn limited budget, tp kenapa aku merapu kat CC nie lagi?
8. Doa ku agar kesihatan mak berterusan dan pintu rezeki abah terbuka kembali..
9. haaa... aku dah bagitu mak no pin atm banks aku. so kalau apa2 jadi, senang la nak amik.
10. AKU RINDU PAK CIK TARAK BETUL KU....

confession 0f a drama Queen!

Spongebob DIE HARD FAN!

oooooo.. who lives in the pineapple under the sea..

sponge - bob - square -pants...

biar pun dah berpuluh orang suh aku grow up dr menonton rancangan kegemaran ku ini..

but i never got tired just watching or even hear spongebob's laughter!~

tanya la aku episod mana, citer aper.. n most probably sub-lagu yg adadalam episod spongebob nie! confirm aku bleh cuba jawab...

nnt akan ku sediakan sedikit trivia ttg rancangan yg menjadi peneman ku ketika membuat report di kala ini!

hehehehe....

lupa letak tajuK!!!

bila la report aku nie nak siap!
sometimes aku rasa mcm nak terjun gaung je..
nasib baik aku tak ikut abah n mak gie hantar ayu ke jengka td..
kalau tak aku suh je abah berhenti kat genting sempah tue n aku bleh dgn bahagianya terjun.. wakaka! =)
then again, i'm glad aku tak ikut sbb confirm i dont have to angkut barang2 ayu ke blok dier!
kot buat nyer dier dpat tingkat 4, mcm mana??
tak nagis dibuatnya?
sorry yea cik ayu...

elsewhere... aku nak gie NEW ZEALAND...
sampai tahap dah tak dapat nak tahan dah nie.
nie pun nerve -wreckage yg berkata2 nie!
semua pasal report nie lah!
ish ish ish............

p/s: kena tanya nawal nie mcm mana nak masuk gambar dlm posts aku nie! serious.. i'm still new in this ''blogging'' business!

alamak! hari dah nak hujan.. assistant sekalian pun sudah hilang! sapa nak tlg angkat baju nie!?

Why?

i love him...
but why he will be the one who hurts me the mosT?
i care and cherish him with all my heart...
but why does he make me feel bad?
i love him till the end of time..
but why i'm not so sure anymore...
i need him at times...
but why he never there?
i miss him..
but why am i missing somebody else also?
i wanna be with him...
but why somebody else come across my mine more than it should be....

jalan2 cari ikan...

hari nie saya gie cari ikan..
bersama mak and abah saya...
saya ke jeram...
bkn pegi tangkap ikan dlm lumpur kat kuala tue, tp kami beli ikan di pasar...
saya pun pelik.. knapa tak beli je ikan kat pasar taman tun?

this is us^..... we are willing to go the distance just to ensure that we got the freshest-er fishes and the murah-est in town... =)

these are us.... (^ broken english!)

studying abroad....

u know that i love to write...
but it's been a while since the last time i wrote to anyone...
the only reason i'm still contacting people is because i have a mode/way.... that is by having friendster account...
that's the only reason i can still in touch with people who i once closed too... but not anymore..

why?
because we went our different path la....
at times i just feel so bloody bad as there are few thing in life that i want to do, but still cannot achieve it....
i wanna dance again, as i get my rhythym back....

i wanna study abroad...
this is still one of the nightmares i got once in a while now (back then it came every single nights!).
worst still... i cant get over it.
whenever i think bout my friends who actually got the chances to go... i feel so envi-ous. even my skin has turned green at times.
whenever i met my friends who came back for holidays, i feel like something inside me just wanna burst and out come the wings that will take me far away from here... from where i stand on.. i settle for new zealand or OZ....
whatever the reason is... i just wanna be somewhere else beside this d*#^% place....

the only reason why i am still here is because.....
it's here that i have a lot of people who are willing to do anything to stop me from leaving...
it's here that i wanna have fun at...
it's here that i have cherish every single moments, even everything seems so dramatic and lousy...
it's here the place i still can get everything my heart desire...
my one true place where i can find.........................

LOVE......

whever i want it... whatever the reason....

i still can come back home and just hug the one i truly love....

this place never betrayed me....

on this spot of the earth i found my one true love which i pray everyday and everynight that he will be the one who JAGA me..... (on the very same place)

this is where... my family are...

they are here, waiting at every corner to boost up my courage and make strong, that is possible for me to go no matter where i wanna go....

they will always be here... no matter what....

this where... my friends are...

they are here, to whom i share my laughter with.....

to them, i have fun...

with them, we grow up together.. in this weird, cold, cruel world....

so in the end... i dont feel so bad after all..

there must be some reason, ALLAH let me stay here, on HIS land..

it's because HE wants me to think....

to be grateful...

that i have everything, i could bargained for.... =)

I HAve a BLOG!

wow...
this is something....
it's been a while since i first have this desiree of having my own blog!
but now i've got one...
dont even know if i'm using it as often..
but i hope this will be the virtual-me...
where i can say what eber.... hehehehe...
even about spongebob!
hahahaha....

'we only have days to live... so enjoy life.... in a proper way....