Why?

i love him...
but why he will be the one who hurts me the mosT?
i care and cherish him with all my heart...
but why does he make me feel bad?
i love him till the end of time..
but why i'm not so sure anymore...
i need him at times...
but why he never there?
i miss him..
but why am i missing somebody else also?
i wanna be with him...
but why somebody else come across my mine more than it should be....