something within, being forced to come out...

had this weird dreams lately....

most of the time my dreams would involve something to do at work.

so when i dream of something else, it could make up my day.

oh yeah; talking bout work.. it's tough and I AM SOO struggling but yet, i'm still wanna be there, wanna make it thru.. hmmph...

typical: if u have fallen in love with something, u'll try as hard as u could not to let go. currently.. 2 months to go before the contract ends.. *sigh*

enough about that...

i have this feeling.. of something so badly wanna come out...

kak jude said it's the bad side of me that really wanna take over..

not that kinda of crime baddy thingy.. (altho there are times where i was thinking of scratching somebody's car!)

it's hard to describe... ok.. here's the list of things, i really wanna do:

1. Car - Gokart racing...

i never enjoyed watching race car show, but people who have ride with me, knows pretty well how i steer my ride! =) i fell asleep during jammed, and when there's a clear highway, i dont mind going up to 160km/h.. kesian 'blue omnibus' itu.. =)

it's a way of releasing yourself from anger and frustration, in a very dangerous attitude...

that's why i need to join this racing business...

2. Travel

every morning when i'm off to work, i will see a plane flying by in that light blue colour sky at least once.. from firefly to Thai air, it never stopped amaze me on how can people afford such a trip.. i am so gonna get onto one of those plane and just go.. i've planned a trip to UK. so wish me luck, hope that i can be there 2011. =)

3. go for a wild night in KL..

go figure!

4. Driving aimlessly until the tip of North Asia and patah balik...

ada jalan ke? =P

5. and scuba diving... and try to live under water for a while. =0